ok so i've been pretty dead lately with all the events going on and all. i haven't really been able to keep track of what i'm supposed to be doing. and i think i lost contact with really, a lot of people because i simply haven't got the time to go online to talk to people. then again, i don't actually think people are bothered too much as to whether or not i'm there for them to talk to or not. I'm a really dispensible[sp?] person everywhere i am. so yeah. sad life.

you know, i actually really really want to get that LDSA award. and the Goh Sin Tub literary award. so i'm making a resolution. from now onwards every post will either contain a picture or a short story, or a section of a bigger story. yeah. how that related it any way, no idea really.

oh and remember anomalous.co.nr? well. i'm trying to fix it into something like a portfolio. so yeah. we'll see. i think i'll be pretty free for a while. unless i failed common tests then i may be banned from my computer altogether. heh.

signing off,
boy-who's-oh-so-screwed.
GLEN.



well i haven't been here in a week. anyone miss me out there? haha.
well basically it's been common test week. and i finished mine today. so i'm back to blogging a little.

Has any significant incident occured thus far? not really, no. life's been pretty much made up of going to school later than usual, studying for common tests and then going off to flunk the papers. after flunking the papers it'd just be a silent day. oh unless you count being sabotaged to swim competitive for mass swim. damn you Fung. well they weren't willing to take me off the listing. so i'm stuck. and of all people, i'm swimming with jun kai, vivek and keith. i mean, no offence to anyone but like, what kind of team is this compared to the other team of Fung, Gewei, Leonard and Mahdi? so ridiculous.

well, i've begun to take up reading for a hobby again. that's good i suppose. i haven't exactly been reading these past 4 years. so i just finished reading "the curious incident of the dog in the night-time" and now i'm on to "sophie's world" which was a book my sis recommended me to read. meanwhile i'm attempting to get myself in shape. or at least lose the fat. meanwhile i am also writing 1 big story and 1 short story which would be for the competition. the other for leisure, and i also need to finish writing CONTACT. i think i owe that to both Kevin and Jeremy. so sorry for pushing it off so much these past 2 years. i'll try to finish it before i begin mugging for O's.

Things in my life are getting a little more complicated i suppose. but honestly, i couldn't give squat about it. I mean, as long as i don't really give a shit, i probably won't be feeling so messed up right?

when going for mass becomes really painful. and morning prayers become dreadful. you know your faith's in trouble... oh the story of my life.

bye bye my friend.
i can't live without you
our love was never meant to be.

it was this korean song i was hearing from one of my mum's korean dramas. pretty meaningful lyrics when you think about it.

today was a pretty good day, i'm gonna be meeting up with bee later. it's her birthday today! ivan and justin are coming along too but she doesn't know it yet. haha. i think life outside school is beginning to pick up just that little bit more. it's either that, or these relaxant pills really work like a charm.

parent's aren't allowing me to go to band tomorrow on account that common tests are like next monday. so i'll be spending my saturday studying? maybe i can call bee to come and join me again or something. heh. sorry hao teng! i can't help you for SS tomorrow. maybe another day?

i haven't felt this neutral in a while. then again, i forced myself off the relaxant pills for the past week. and i've been miserable. oh please tell me i have to rely on steroids to keep me happy. that's just stupid.

then again. stupid's the only thing that works.







ok. so my blog's been really dead. no time to really post something proper. maybe another time. meanwhile i'm back to my tall pile of homework. oh and checking up on Josh's escapade with the crushed snail. it's pretty hilarious.

bye bye. see you after Common Tests.
GLEN.



oh my god... Nikki's dog is seriously driving me up the wall! he's been barking and whining for 3 hours. NON-STOP. it woke me up, and now HE WON'T SHUT UP. OH GOD SAVE ME.

well valentine's day was, eventful?
had band to start the day, and masterclass pissed the hell out of me. and after i got the cut on my finger, it was almost seemingly the start to a really bad day. but things got a little better i suppose. went to eat subway with the section, then went to ben and jerry's for the merlionster. Hao Teng got us a discount! then i came home, finished up the layout you see now and then Ivan messaged, asking if i wanted to go out tonight. so i finished the kent ridge paper and left the house to meet Beatrice and we made our way to Thomson plaza. where we met Ivan, rented 2 movies, bought a family feast at KFC then went over to Ivan's house. oh and i found out another person doesn't like me around. wonderful...

so we walked over to Ivan's house and then we ate, watched the movie. a weird way to spend valentine's night. I left at Midnight. and yada yada yada. i will not bother to be any more "deep" about my day because i know there's no real point. i should just change this to a storytelling blog and nothing about life. heh.

ah, who gives a shit. today's the SCH rehearsal. let's hope for the best.

signing off,
GLEN.



oh. i just realised today is friday the 13th.
maybe that's why today i've been feeling so cheesed off. or maybe i need restart on the whole anti-depressant pills. pfft
today was track and field meet. and i got there at 0620 when the meet starts at 0720. like, omg. but after walking around for a while, i found josiah, and peter making the fintan shields. then when i went into the stadium again, i got my face painted by mahdi and got sent on face-painting duty. MO was being a real big bitch about it and caused the paintbrush to fall onto my pe shirt. like freak, it was a new shirt michael! spent the rest of the day being multi-housed. and only began cheering properly near the end. and we won house cheers. GO LAWRENCE. i think the best parts of today was the teacher's race and having a good talk with Keenan. oh and the section lunch after. thanks guys, i was having a pretty miserable day otherwise.

i mean, it's days like these when you kinda realise who your friends actually are. or rather, whether you have friends or not. it was actually really miserable to be sitting and not talking at all despite the fact you know like nearly half the people who were around you. and the friends you thought you could count on to be there with you to share the agony were off chatting with other people or wandering around without you. that sucks, big time. no matter, i think i'm getting used to the idea of being a loner. i guess i'm the kind of person who has nothing more to say, and no one really has things to say to me either. i'm just that queer little kid in the corner eh? the kid who's always there but who gives a shit anyways?

I think in the past few weeks i've really seen the true colours of a lot of people. and i don't really think that's turning out to be a good thing.

honestly, i'm giving up. so forget it, looks just like i'm on my own again.

and now i'm ranting. crap. shut up glen. no one needs to know anything. just shut up and deal with your own problems. just like what everyone's secretly BEGGING you to do in their hearts. just shut up and deal with your own problems asshole.

signing off,
GLEN.



there are way too many people with their birthday's in February.

1st Feb - Daniel Seow + Kelly Tseng + Shaun Quek + Bryan Lum
4th Feb - Lionel Low + Ge Wei
5th Feb - Chin Hao
6th Feb - Dylan Teoh + Jared Monteiro
7th Feb - Joseph Goh
8th Feb - Brandon Young
9th Feb - Bryan David
10th Feb - Jason Cheong
18th Feb - Raphael Lee
21st Feb - Justin Soong
22nd Feb - Bryan Ong
24th Feb - Timothy Lee
28th Feb - Matthew Tan

have i missed out anyone? haha 4th to 10th. my goodness.
well today's BD's birthday!!!!!
but i'm sick! but heck, i'm gonna go out with him anyways later. well, after i see the doctor i hope. haha.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRYAN! thanks for being one of my best friends for the past 2 years!



i was just reading rovik's blog and it got me thinking. haven't been thinking lately, so this is good! maybe sleeping for 12 hours can do some good once in a while.

the idea of blogging being sensitive, where every post must be carefully planned out in order not to offend other people in one way or another. I do that too. well, most of the time at least.
just so all of you know, i censor my posts in such a way where i try my best to avoid being asked "are you okay?". of course, that ends up quite disasterously. i realise one very notable trait about myself is that i tend to show my emotions in my actions and in the expression on my face. i have no real idea whether that's a good or a bad thing really. honestly, i don't like being asked whether or not i'm okay. okay, i'll be really honest here, i used to love the fact that people cared about me, but now, it has just become an irritance. and like i've said before, i've begun to keep my relationships with people at a very superficial level. Maybe i won't be making any new friends or forging stronger bonds with many friends either, but i think for now, that may be the best thing to do. There's an urge inside me that tells me to do otherwise, but i think i need to be alone. I don't want to keep hurting the people around me, the ones who i care for. I don't want to lose any more friends.

Blogging began as an online journal. now it's become like some publicity tool. where all of a sudden the viewpoints of people towards your writings become so important. what kind of journal is that then?

signing off,
GLEN.







wow. i just weighed myself. and by some kind of miracle, i lost 5kg. No idea how that's ever possible but i'm 67kg once again. i'm very much amazed and amused at myself right now.
well i got a 20 for my essay on the whole cross-tradition marriage thing, which is pretty okay i suppose.
right now i am supposed to be finishing up the Literature presentation for tomorrow. However, my internet connection being my internet connection, simply does not want me to do so. Why you may ask? i do not know. How do i know? Because the download is perpetually stuck at 3%, and this is my 11th try at downloading it. beauty eh.

oh well. looks like i'm sleeping late tonight. wish me luck.

signing off,
GLEN.




Peter, thanks a lot for this morning. I know you probably won't be reading this at all, but no matter, thanks a lot anyways. At least i know i can always count on you no matter what.
He came back today, couldn't help it. I needed to hide.

signing off,
julian hallems. back once more



before i do anything else,
yay. ok now to the real post. :D

well, i was having one of my weird mood swings last night, and then i had the weirdest dream last night that made me shiver and cry in my sleep, but that's besides the point.
something about last night over at Daniel's made me rethink the conversation i had with Peter before after sec 1 campfire. and maybe Peter's right, i really need to stop pretending to be someone i'm really not whenever friends are around. something's gotta change. i make myself abide by what people think of me, and i act that way just to let them feel like they're right about me. but inside me i slap myself thinking what the hell i'm doing. I not that guy you all see when i'm bitchy, gay or whatever. you could call that the alter ego that was formed because of what everyone's said about me before. i need to get rid of that other side of my personality. i need to get away from all the poodles shit. i need to get my real self back out there.

signing off,
GLEN.
and make no mistake about it.

i'm just your typical forteen year old boy. adolescent, dealing with growing pains just as any other normal human teenager would. except what sets me apart is that i go by the name of glen and i am the supposed owner of this forsaken web page. i'm odd in the way that i have very frequent moodswings and i argue a lot with everyone - including my best friend. so i guess i'm your typical, not-so-typical guy.
i'm just who i am. metro, a SNAG and the oh-so-annoying bitch. lazy, cranky and irritable in every way. just living out my life as normal as i possibly can. with friends that can hurt me to the core and enemies that surprise me. it's no wonder i keep this blog.



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