i'm sorry. i'm really trying to get this site up as a portfolio. once i figure out Flash CS3, i'll get work on it. worse come to worse, after O's?

well this is just a general update.

Things are gonna be more and more hectic when school starts. Re-studying Maths and Lit, Chinese O's aren't over just yet either. who knows whether they'll push it back or not with all this H1N1 shizz. Not to mention O Level Art, which is btw killing my brain trying to think of an original concept with my "style" in it. even though i have no clue whatsoever what kind of style i have. pfft. well, at least i'm doing something i like. though i really want to redo the panel with Michelle in it! new layout!!!!! argh. but not allowed. I can't seem to get any suitable family photos, and asking my friends to pose for me just feels so weird.

at the same time, i'm trying to catch up with old friends, hopefully i can meet up with them from time to time. convince Zhibin to relax and go out for a movie once in a while, or a concert! figuring out ways to patch up friendships and whatnot. get addicted to a song and listen to it 100 times without getting sick of it. Figure out what i'm going to do with my life and get closer to God while i'm at it. oh and also pick up my horn and play my ass off again for the Botanic Gardens concert. I MUST PERFORM!!!!!! URGH. and try to get myself into AP if it's even possible. get my attendance up... don't get H1N1 and uh. yeah i think that's all. shrugs. everyone's expecting something from me. so i gotta perform, not just to expectations, but to exceed them. i shall aim to shock the world. i have to.

yeah, i am totally adding pressure on myself. but heck, my parents bought a new OSIM chair which should be coming in next week. i shall use that to relax while listening to my fave tunes.

if you really want any more updates from me, check out my facebook? can't really get my butt up to type much here on blogger.

signing off,