i was just reading
rovik's blog and it got me thinking. haven't been thinking lately, so this is good! maybe sleeping for 12 hours can do some good once in a while.
the idea of blogging being sensitive, where every post must be carefully planned out in order not to offend other people in one way or another. I do that too. well, most of the time at least.
just so all of you know, i censor my posts in such a way where i try my best to avoid being asked "are you okay?". of course, that ends up quite disasterously. i realise one very notable trait about myself is that i tend to show my emotions in my actions and in the expression on my face. i have no real idea whether that's a good or a bad thing really. honestly, i don't like being asked whether or not i'm okay. okay, i'll be really honest here, i used to love the fact that people cared about me, but now, it has just become an irritance. and like i've said before, i've begun to keep my relationships with people at a very superficial level. Maybe i won't be making any new friends or forging stronger bonds with many friends either, but i think for now, that may be the best thing to do. There's an urge inside me that tells me to do otherwise, but i think i need to be alone. I don't want to keep hurting the people around me, the ones who i care for. I don't want to lose any more friends.
Blogging began as an online journal. now it's become like some publicity tool. where all of a sudden the viewpoints of people towards your writings become so important. what kind of journal is that then?
signing off,
GLEN.
i'm just your typical forteen year old boy. adolescent, dealing with growing pains just as any other normal human teenager would. except what sets me apart is that i go by the name of
glen and i am the supposed owner of this forsaken web page. i'm odd in the way that i have very frequent moodswings and i argue a lot with everyone - including my best friend. so i guess i'm your typical, not-so-typical guy.
i'm just who i am. metro, a SNAG and the oh-so-annoying bitch. lazy, cranky and irritable in every way. just living out my life as normal as i possibly can. with friends that can hurt me to the core and enemies that surprise me. it's no wonder i keep this blog.
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