you know, i haven't felt like this in a long time. and now that i'm feeling it, it really kinda sucks. because all of a sudden i feel like crying all over again. i don't want to feel like this. i don't want to feel like as though my life is so screwed up. i don't want to keep feeling like i'm alone, like i have no one to turn to. i'm sorry for sounding so much like a petty little kid here being selfish and all just talking about myself and everything even though my problems to most would be really quite mild. However i really needed to sort some things out in my head.
I'm beginning to get the feeling like i'm losing all my friends and i don't really know why. Because i'm still being the overbearing bitch i try not to be? because i stepped on too many toes? made too many mistakes? i just wish i knew why i'm feeling like this. i'm on my brink again. is it the stress?
i don't know. but i'm really feeling quite useless right now. i want to cry though i know i shouldn't. i want to release myself where no one can see but where? i want to sit by and do nothing. i want to die.
if you hate me too. please tell me.
i'm just your typical forteen year old boy. adolescent, dealing with growing pains just as any other normal human teenager would. except what sets me apart is that i go by the name of
glen and i am the supposed owner of this forsaken web page. i'm odd in the way that i have very frequent moodswings and i argue a lot with everyone - including my best friend. so i guess i'm your typical, not-so-typical guy.
i'm just who i am. metro, a SNAG and the oh-so-annoying bitch. lazy, cranky and irritable in every way. just living out my life as normal as i possibly can. with friends that can hurt me to the core and enemies that surprise me. it's no wonder i keep this blog.
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